Something to think about

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

~Taylor Swift~

Are all these what I want for the rest of my life? I just don't know.

Is Life Fair or Unfair?

In this near final examination period, I just like to think a lot.

The thought as stated in the title of this post just came across my mind out of sudden. Scenarios after scenarios flashed through my thoughts; some are reality while others are fantasy. Imagine, in this world, we have people that leeched on other people, or I coined them as 'Parasites'. These groups of people might or might not exist around us. All they do is just to go around leeching on other people whether on the matter of popularity, intelligence, etc. Reaching to this point, one might questioned, "what's with these people linked to life being fair or unfair?" Imagine again, when a parasite leeched on people's intelligence (copying in tests, quizzes, assignments etc.) and did better than you purely due to greatness in sucking from the host. Is it a fair thing?

Moving on, coming back to reality, the fair and unfairness refers back to me. I am not a rich person, but I kind of get what I wanted rather easily. That's quite true. I am not bragging, but I just find this an appropriate example. In fact, I am contented with what I have. It's just that it caused me to think, "what have I done to deserve this more than other unfortunate people?" Comparing myself with others, we are all the same. Why I get more while some can't even afford to buy themselves proper meal? Is life fair? What saddened me is that there are people whom their lives are way much better than me, yet they want more than they already have.

Somehow, looking at the two scenarios, the former would be unfair if it happen to me while the latter appears to be fair to me. I guessed the question on the fair and unfairness of life depends on which angle we viewed it from. If I am one of the mentioned 'parasites' and no one knows I copy in tests to get such greatness, it might be fair to me? I would like to then question you people, "Are you a parasite?" Sometimes I wondered myself whether I am one or not. LOL!

Questions after questions just keep on generating while I typed this. Help me! :P

Current temperature: Extremely warm; I hate the heat as it came at the wrong timing and it made me think more than usual.

Let's Get Crazy!

As promised, I am updating on what I finally did. Nothing much really, but some might think I am crazy. It's just that I got my left ear pierced. Besides getting my piercing, I did manage to catch 'Fast and Furious 4' in the cinema which I think is not entirely that bad. In fact, I really enjoyed it except for the fact that the cinema was so full that we had to sit quite near to the screen.

One week had passed since my break, and I knew for sure that the remaining 8 weeks of my third semester will be a pretty hectic one. Assignments, quiz, tests, and of course final examinations are among the few that top my list of to-do. Having said this, I am going to embark on a crazy journey all over again. It's like I put a song on repeat on iTunes which kept repeating itself; just that this happens specifically every third semester instead of every time.

Last week, I was somewhat emotional as two tests result were out. I felt that I can actually do better than what I got. It seems like what I got just weren't on par with the effort that I put in. Anyhow, I can't change the past, so I guess I will live with it. Maybe I should look at it as a wakeup call for me to strive for finals.

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Changing the topic a little, my roommate just asked me to give him few songs related to the word 'crazy'. My first thought was one of my favourite by Gnarls Barkley titled Crazy.

Then, after looking at my music collection, I found another one which I somehow felt connected to. It is a new song by Taylor Swift for the soundtrack of Hannah Montana movie - Crazier. I would highly recommend it to anyone because of the beautiful lyrics.

You lift my feet off the ground

You spin me around

You make me crazier crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes

You make me crazier crazier crazier

This is the part of the lyrics that caught my attention. I felt that my life is getting crazier because of all the obstacles I am about to face; or perhaps because of someone? :P

Current temperature: Cold because of the rain.

Redefine

As most probably knew that I previously owned another blog with my first post dated back in December 2006. It's been on and off for the past two years.

To be frank, I am not the kind of person that writes a journal. The purpose of me owning a blog: I want to keep a record of the ups and downs of my life in university.

Somehow rather, after moving to Cyberjaya, life seems dull compared to the one in Malacca that I don't even bother to update my blog anymore. This is why I only updates rarely to keep it active. Anyhow, only till recently that I decided that perhaps it's time for me to go against nature and make my life in Cyberjaya as exciting as possible. So, I decided to keep my old blog as it is, and start a new one. I shall redefine my life, and with the help of friends and a new addition - car, I believe that it can happen.

It is ironic that I am comparing my attempt to start a fresh new blog to how singers usually induces new styles for every album they make in order to prevent listeners from getting bored of them. For instance, Madonna always came up with new images and she is still doing that although she is now like what, 50? Wow, that's really something.

I am currently having my midterm break for one week so I figure, what better time to start a new blog than now? I guess that's all for a beginning post. Hopefully, you all will be seeing more updates from me here.

Current temperature: 300K which is the room temperature